Believe,Trust and be Confident in yourself!

PEACE BE UPON YOU~

Waddup

No  great story today, sorry! :>
Maybe next time,i'll update the latest,yeaaaa :D

U know, I always tried to be  somebody else, like do wht others do.(get it?) especially my sis.
everything they do, I also do. I just want to be just like them..
I don't know why, but I think that they're Amazing and Intelligent person. Yea I know that nobody is perfect,right? but, when with them, I see that they're incredible! hahaha (its sound crazy,right?)
With theirs fashion style,
theirs work,
how they speak,
how they communicate with stangers or someone else,
and they also good in cooking just like my mak,.
and they also a great Muslimah, as i see it.
Everything just soo Wonderful! :>

But, when it comes to me,
I just feel that im NOTHING!
but yeaaa I TRYING, TO BE THE ONE!
I try to be a great muslimah,as well
Try to follow all the Phrophet's sunnah
Try to follow all Allah's will.
and I m try to be an awesome person! an awesome daughter! an awesome aunt!  an awesome student! and, an awesome Muslimah! yes,indeed! :D

and yea, a few weeks ago, (actually at Last Oct),
My elder sis, had gave me a Great and Wonderful motivation or should i say, Speech? ahahaks :>
It is about 'BELIEVE IN MYSELF'.
and yes, im not such a very confident girl.
I justt 'lemah'? :/
but yeah, im not confident in myself, and im try!
My sis had said to me that, " Just say 'WHO CARES!', when someone says or look at you Weirdly".
emm, hah. I actually  also, hmmm.. no confidently about my height! yeah well, im a little bit taller than my age,
yea, i still 1*, and woahh. u gonna get a big surprise if u see me in real person. Im taller!!! about 17_ something? I think?
and, i the tallest girl in our forms. and it looks bad~ yeah.

Girl,i'm the tallest animal in this world.i'm proud bout it.chill duh

and u know what! my sis told me that, "U know, a girl at USA or UK is much taller than u, and they are in ur age!, so, why u need to worry about? They say u weird? not normal? KESAH APA!!, easy,A, just say, WHO CARES!"
hurmmm, now I get it! :>
But sometimes, i also, not confident about my appearence~ yeah well, im not that shopaholic,not a very fanatic to fashion, and im not good in fashion, everythings in my house, shawls, blause,bags,.... are my sis things, but yeah, they're at S.A/ KL (places that have many boutique and shops), and they easily go shopping and so on, ME? Just a student! and I m not very excited to waste my money,that much~ :P

Don't be too insecured bout this

Oh yeah, back to the topic!:>
Im not confidence about my appearence.
and Yeah, i wore nerdy spectacles, and it very hard to make a beautiful tudung,shawls and so on..
so, im not confident about, what should i wear, what should i do~ huh-
So, same words, my sis said to me," Who cares! Ikut sukalah kita nk pakai apa, peliks ka apa, asalkan tutp aurat dan ikut sgala suruhan Allah dan Rasul. easy!, u know, u seems like u're so ungratefull about Allah's gave! Allah gave u perfect life, a good nikmat! and evrything!! Be Grateful lahh.. See how the rohingya, gaza, and others country yg tgh perang!!! just take a lesson from what happens, and please be grateful of what Allah gave to you" :">
and uolls should see how my elder sis wear everytime, yeah she is a work lady, so my office cloth, and she's kind a 'RELAX' woman, yeah she just wear everything that she had! and she is a good money spender, i think so... :P and my 2nd sis, huh- she is a fashion star! Ha.Ha.Ha, yeah, she's a small girl (should i say CUTE?)gahhhhh. and she also have may secret admires, heeeee.  :P
and this is why I always 'tabik' at my sisters.. :)

 And the conclusion is, JUST SAY WHO CARES! WHO CARES, WHAT IM GOIN TO DO, WHAT IM GOIN TO WEAR and WHO CARES,ABOUT MY FACE! MY HEIGHT! and ABOUT MY LOOKS,
ALLAH GAVE ALL THIS, AND IM SHOULD BE THANKFUL!!! 
I have an amazing parents,
a wonderful and happy family,
an awesome friends, from my primary school until now,
a great neighbour,
and everythings!!!
Lets say ALHAMDULILLAH :D

words from heart;;

People looks at you weirdly. wait. be patient. then shout 'WHO CARES!',

They're not as special as i am! >Proudly,okey< again, say Alhamdulillah!!!! :D